I did this too and i've literally been dripping in shame ever since. I can't believe i did it, not as I want to happen but I simply thought it I "win" then it will cover most of my ST next season. It was as simple as that.
£35 I have at 8/1, which just seemed far too high. I still feel utterly duplicitous. Appreciate someone will - somewhat understandably say - well cancel the bet and the shame will soon go away. Not an unfair point.
I have been thinking for a while now I just think somehow, by width of a toenail, we'll survive maybe thats there in my subconscious when I did it.
Why on earth would you feel bad? As I say, I've done it a few times in these sorts of situations... the only time I ever bet.
It's simple, you don't want to see the money, but if you do then it's a small consolation and you can redirect some of the money to the club too