Wow, there's so many to choose from. We've had some humiliating capitulations at home, but it's always the pathetic away defeats against inferior opposition that get to me most.
Nothing against Southend, but 2 trips to Roots Hall spring to mind. The first was Peter Reid's last game as manager. Carl Fletcher lost it and got sent off, we were chronically woeful and lost 2-0, our eighth consecutive defeat.
A couple of seasons later, and it's an opening day trip to the Essex seaside. I travelled up full of optimism, as Sheridan had made what looked like some good signings. Barry Corr scored after about 15 minutes and it was game over. Not a single chance created in 90 minutes, married to no heart, no desire, no clue. I drove home in a fury. And we were wearing Light Blue. And Andre Blackman 'played' at Left Back.